To Mom

Many Times In My Life

Many times in my life I have disappointed you,
and begun to stray.
But you have pointed me in the right direction,
and sent me on my way.

Many times in my life I've needed a helping hand,
and someone to pull me up.
It was you who gave that helping hand,
and always cheered me up.

Many times I've been sad and down,
and taken it out on you.
But you stood by me and comforted me,
In times that I was bad.

Many times I've needed support,
and to know someone was there.
It was you who held me up,
and showed me how to care.

Many times I've wanted to tell you this,
But never got a chance.
You have helped me out in life,
and got me where I am.

You were there for me through thick and thin,
You never gave up on me and you taught me how to care.
From the deepest of my heart I want to say I love you,
And to thank you for being there for me in times of good and bad.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.. So love the people who treat you right. Love the ones who don't just because you can.. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance , grab it with both hands. If it changes your life , let it. Kiss slowly. Forgive quickly. God never said life would be easy. He just promised it would be worth it.

Yupp ...Giving up.

Well....Nothing has changed. Im sure there is something that I could do to make things better in this so called relationship I have with my husband, BUT......I guess im just not willing anymore. I have never really been able to figure out what it is about me or what I do that is so bad. Oh yes I have done my share of terrible things but really thought that I was loved enough to be forgiven.
There really are no words to describe the hurt and dissapointment I feel for what is happening. I just simply cant do it anymore. My heart cant take it and niether can Kaitlyn and Chas.

Thanks for listening...Thats all for now!!

Love and hugs!