Kates dress and shoes for prom

At a loss for words

The time is coming and I am really having a tough time....I know that the divorce is what I want but Its so hard. I am feeling so bad for doing it ...I feel bad for him and I know that I cant!! But its not that easy. I love my husband very much and this is breaking my heart weather it does show or not.

I guess I just know that he doesnt have what I have...A great Family...a close family that is always there for me ....Anytime!!

He will be alone and have no support!! That sucks for me and is what is making it so tough for me.

No I havent changed my mind. This just really SUCKS!! :( I just really hope that god will give me the strength to do what I need to do.

Weekend Fun

What Now?

Well ....What now. Im starting to think that I am going to be stuck where I am with the way things are forever!!
Ugh..I went for a loan and it was a no go due to my credit. Then my mom went with me to help me out and still a no go still d ue to my credit.
Its very hard to look forward when eveything seems to hold me back.
I really hope that something goes right for once soon. Im not sure how much more of this my heart and my babies can take.