Thursday, March 12, 2009

At a loss for words


The time is coming and I am really having a tough time....I know that the divorce is what I want but Its so hard. I am feeling so bad for doing it ...I feel bad for him and I know that I cant!! But its not that easy. I love my husband very much and this is breaking my heart weather it does show or not.

I guess I just know that he doesnt have what I have...A great Family...a close family that is always there for me ....Anytime!!

He will be alone and have no support!! That sucks for me and is what is making it so tough for me.

No I havent changed my mind. This just really SUCKS!! :( I just really hope that god will give me the strength to do what I need to do.

3 comments:

Chalendryn said...

Still caring is just a sign that you're a good person.

Going forward is a sign that you're a strong person.

A good, strong person who cares about her kids and herself.

Andrea Doud said...

Thank you Andy!! That means alot!!

Tamra said...

I know it must be so rough. I think when any relationship comes to an end you start to remember the good times and mourn the lost of the past and the possible future but you both have been so unhappy for so long and it's clear things came to a head with the behavior as of late. It's going to hurt now- but the only way to healing and a happy future is to go straight through the pain. I'm here if you want to talk! HUGS